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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic

Friday, February 01, 2008

its been a long time since i've blogged. many things have happened. have been busy with school, with the amount of homeworks the teachers pile us with.
nowadays, i can't see tim that often. we only meet on fridays, saturdays, & sundays. ooh how much i miss you love! <3
as i've said, so many things have happened.
at times, i'll be okay with you. & yet there are times when you act like a totally different person. when you are with people, i feel that you try to be who they want you to be. you aren't yourself. just be yourself, please. &&& please don't treat us like shit. we are your friends, share with us what is going on in your life. don't just tell one person all your stories & want to listen to all of our stories. its quite f*cked up.
as for you, please stop giving us that kind of looks. it is quite annonying. if you've got some kind of problem with us, please let us know. some say you are fake. well i don't really know. i still feel weird around you. we can't be as close as we used to.
you. we all stay near each other. instead of calling all of us to go together, i had to hear from her that you just invited her alone. & when we talk and i'm with my friend, you don't even bother giving me eye contact. instead, you made eye contact with my friend. when all three of us were there, you were mainly talking to my friend cos you didn't even make eye contact with me. when you said something, & i responded to it, you ignored me & pretended that you didn't hear me. what's this?

i can't trust anyone.
my bestfriend is a thousand miles away from me, i miss her. i hardly see my boyfriend these days, i miss him. no one else can replace these two people.
<3