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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic
Thursday, February 15, 2007

im not important to you , i know it .
your friends come first , i feel it .
you are treating me differently , i see it .

couldnt you just spend three dollars to come & see me . instead you chose to spend around four dollars on your friends . if you dont want to spend so much money , go & make your bloody ez-link ! & tonight , we wont even be talking . at the moment , you wont even care if i am home anot . cos all you care about now are your friends . you being all excited to "study" with them . im sure yall will study .

you know who you are , whom this post is refering to . cos i think its quite obvious . i didnt want to tell you how i felt on the phone was afraid you might end up not going with your friends & blaming me . i can really sense that youve lost interest in me . well if you really have , please do let me know . no point lying to me & yourself .

you hate the present i gave you . but youre just pretending to like it . stop it ! just stop putting up an act infront of me . i think ive had enough & should be told the truth . you dont love me & you would rather spend a day with your friends than me . maybe to you , im a boring bitch whom youre so sick & tired of .

well if you dont know how to appreciate me , let me go & im sure someone else would know how to appreciate me better . now im telling you this , i dont deserve this kind of treatment . ive been thru so much . so much of your nonsense & now i think i cant take it anymore tho im still trying very hard to keep my emotions all in .

i just feel like busting into tears , crying my eyeballs out , cos there is so much bottled up inside me . youve got no idea how much of mixed emotions i am having all locked up inside me . no one has the key to open up that un-unlocked lock .

i know what i want , & thats you . i want you .
youre the one who dont know what you exactly want .