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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
i feel like crap . everything is screwed . if im not careful , i'll slowly but surely lose everything around me . today tong didnt come to school . & true enough they busted me . they picked food over their friends !!!!! arghhh . was super pissed . if i were to busted yall how would you feel ? im sure yall wouldnt like it . then why did yall still do it ? couldnt your stomachs wait 15 more minutes . i now know that yall arent my true friends . if yall were true & sincere , your stomachs could wait . yall would show that you care about the people around you . you would not be so self-centred . but i guess no one is perfect . yet ... i dont know . math today was quite alright i suppose . just did a math paper one . chinese was boring . it was extra boring cos tong didnt come . so for one & a half hours i was lonely . is this all about revenge ? if it is , end it . im trying my best to change . first you want me to show that i love you . fine . then you want me to show that i appreciate you . fine . but now you want so much out of me . how much can a person change ? you want me to maintain talking to my friends . fine . but how much longer can i try my best to change to a totally different person . im not the type of person who bottles feelings up . i need to vent them on someone or something ! i need a friend to vent them on . i need a friend who listens ! & he does . so why cant you let me vent everything on him . its not like we're having an affair . we are just F.R.I.E.N.D.S nothing more . get that into your head . Labels: i'm not like every other girl . |