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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic

Thursday, June 28, 2007

life is unfair , i must say .
things just dont go my way .
everything is just so wrong ,
like it has never been before .

you try to be everybody's best friend . & you somehow fulfill it . those personal stuffs she used to tell me , she is now telling you . she is not telling me anything anymore . i may seem as tho im not affected by it . but truth is im truly affected by it . that night , she wanted to confide in me , but you took my place cos i was busy . she used to complain about you , but now she seems totally alright with you . this may seem dumb , but i cant stand it anymore . i may be jealous , i dont know . but i know im upset about it all .

you should respect me . im older than you . yet you give me shit as respect . we fight practically everyday , & im so sick & tired of it . i've got too much stuffs on my mind right now to even bother about you & your nonsense .

you ! why of all times do you pick today to have a major fight with me . you think im a liar . well to be frank with you , im not lying to you . im so sick of fighting with you cos of my friends . give me a break will you . i just smsed him for fun why can you understand that . now you think that i dont sacrifice anything for you . well i do but we just dont realise it . & when i gave you an example of what & how i sacrificed , you said that wasnt counted . what nonsense is that . you call me all sorts of names , this shows how "important" i am to you . thanks .

im just so furstrated with life . arghhh . i cant focus on my work . i've got too much on my mind . but why . why am i thinking about such unimportant matters & not important matters such as my nlevels ? pfffft .

where are you when i need you the most ?

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