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Friday, August 24, 2007
today i had chinese & math tuition . i was all alone during math tuition . was shocked ! bleahh . went to grandparent's place . my grandpa was a pirate for the day . (: after that , went with mom & tiffy to tm as tiffy was gonna meet her long lost friend there .
okay well today was a crap day . it made me think of the unthinkable . i just dont know if i can take it anymore . maybe im just lying to myself . maybe im not trying hard enough . or maybe pms is kicking in . i feel selfish . i dont want to share you , but i know thats impossible . you said you're stress , so maybe its best if we just take a break away from each other . so we'll have less to worry about , less to stress over . then maybe after everything is over & done with , we can get back to where we stopped ? maybe its the best for the both of us . but i dont want it that way , but maybe there is no other way out . but the thing im afraid is that if we stop where we are now , you might fail your major exam & i dont want that happening . so maybe i'll just leave things the way they are & just continue with our lifes . maybe i'll just try not to be selfish . maybe ... this is not a game to me , trust me . im sorry , but i do not know how to answer you . |