Unspoken Words.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

School has started.
Projects are all gonna be due soon.
You are starting to irritate me a little.
How stupid can you be? Don't you understand English or does she have to speak to you in Chinese?
Transformers on Friday! Can't wait! :)
So for now, goodbye.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Everyone changes.

School starts tomorrow. I can't wait to carry my new bag! :)

You are still my best friend.

PS: Regarding the previous post, "Its called karma, bitch!" was not referring to you. And I don't blame you for the entire friendship turning out as such.

Its called karma, bitch!

Have you ever wondered why we have drifted so far apart?

The reason I drifted away was because I didn't know where I stand in our friendship anymore. The way I see things is that how can you have two best friends who are totally different in character.

Each time I go to your page, I see your tag board filled with her name. I suppose it makes me jealous to see yall so close, with the photos yall take, with the regular phone calls you make to her. It makes me seem out of place. It made me feel unwanted in the friendship hence I distanced myself from you.

Yall just seem so close that I do not know if I am still your best friend. At times, I think that you and her are talking about me behind my back. Maybe that is me being paranoid, but still, have you ever wondered why I feel like that?

Yall have common friends and everything, so that time when you came back, you spent more time with her than with me. Neglected, unwanted, me not being fun was how I felt. To me, I think that you see it as she is everything I'm not in the aspect of having a "fun" friend.

It hurts. It really does. It feels like I have been replaced. Well this is just my point of view from the way I see this whole friendship thing. Can you blame me for feeling as such?

Friday, June 19, 2009

You guys just don't get how I feel. Thanks so much for "trying" to make it tomorrow. Just so you note, this month, there won't be any outing. Just wait for next month's outing.

How would you like it if you plan something and no one gets back to you if they are going or not. It may seem like a small matter, well but it isn't a small matter to me. Those who have camps, I understand. Those who are sick, I understand as well. However, those who can't be bothered or have whatever other stupid lame excuse to miss this outing, fuck off.

Don't expect me to change my date to next week because if I planned it this Saturday and you guys can't make it, I am not gonna change the date for the sake of yall. Furthermore, I do not want to keep chasing yall for an answer if yall will be going or not. I don't see why yall can't take the decency to just text me and let me know if yall can make it or not. Its not like I planned this outing last minute. I planned this slightly over a week ago & yet, yall cannot let me know if yall will be going or not.

Speechless. Thanks Marissa and Momo for listening to me vent! :)

PS: It was nice hearing a familiar voice today. Thanks Shaheeraa for calling! :)

We upgraded Momo. :)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I cut my hair! FOR FREE! Thanks Mom. :)

Now I'm down with the flu. Stupid!

Marissa is back from Indon. :)

I am planning this month's KC class gathering.
Date: 20th June 2009, Saturday
Venue: East Coast
Need any more info, feel free to text me. :)

Tim is super sweet! He bought fish soup for me and sent it to me via blades. :)
Thank you Tim-O! :)

Friday, June 12, 2009

Finally bought my presentation clothes. :) I am so glad I backed out from AYG, if not, I would be so tired and shagged from it.

Shaheeraa was suppose to call today but we were both busy. Another time? :)

Had headache the entire day today! My mom and sisters are calling me Farmer Trish because I play Barn Buddy on Facebook. Hahaha!

Okay okay goodbye for now.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Its so easy how our hands fit into each others so well
Its so easy to just talk to you
Its so easy how our lips are able to meet each others
Its so easy to just fall back into the comfort zone of where we once were
Its so easy to just pretend that everything is alright
Everything seems so easy,
But where does all this leave us at?

Pressure, none at all.

Friday, June 05, 2009

Last paper today was alright. I am so glad its over. After the paper, Marissa and I went to do our brows. :) Went to meet Narnia for a while before heading to Ikea. And I ate alot, like alot! I plan to complete my IHT field trip report by tomorrow, hopefully I will be able to do it.

PS: Marissa, have a safe trip to Indon. Have fun! Take care. And yes, I will miss you! Hahha.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

What should I do?
Can someone please give me a sign.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

"The people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want."
It got me thinking about everything. It sucks. Really, it does.

Was suppose to study today but I got distracted by the computer and decided to continue watching my Greys Anatomy. Its been so long since I have watched it. School has been taking too much of my time. It sure felt great watching my McDreamy again! :)

Last paper on Friday, after that its the holidays! This year seems to pass by really quickly. Time really doesn't wait for anybody. So goodbye now. :)

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

PRISON BREAK
PRISON BREAK
PRISON BREAK
IS ON NOW! :)

Family Day on Saturday was alright. Wasn't much fun. But the company was awesome! :)

Goodbye. My Wentworth Miller is on tv now! :)