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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Its called karma, bitch!

Have you ever wondered why we have drifted so far apart?

The reason I drifted away was because I didn't know where I stand in our friendship anymore. The way I see things is that how can you have two best friends who are totally different in character.

Each time I go to your page, I see your tag board filled with her name. I suppose it makes me jealous to see yall so close, with the photos yall take, with the regular phone calls you make to her. It makes me seem out of place. It made me feel unwanted in the friendship hence I distanced myself from you.

Yall just seem so close that I do not know if I am still your best friend. At times, I think that you and her are talking about me behind my back. Maybe that is me being paranoid, but still, have you ever wondered why I feel like that?

Yall have common friends and everything, so that time when you came back, you spent more time with her than with me. Neglected, unwanted, me not being fun was how I felt. To me, I think that you see it as she is everything I'm not in the aspect of having a "fun" friend.

It hurts. It really does. It feels like I have been replaced. Well this is just my point of view from the way I see this whole friendship thing. Can you blame me for feeling as such?