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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

People change. Be it for the better or for the worse.
I changed and I think it is for the worse.
I hate myself for being as such.
I want to change back to my old self.
I hope I am able to change back to my old simple self.

Monday, September 28, 2009

BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT WAS AWESOME BEYOND AWESOMEEE!!!!!!
And now I have lost my voice.
Was so close yet so far from them.
Work is finally over.
F1 race was awesome as well.
Overall, everything was awesome.
Enjoyed myself much.
Now I would love to spend more time with Love.
See yall!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Surprise!
But you runined it.
So goodbye!

:)

Monday, September 21, 2009


Gonna meet Love in a bit to shop for Papa's present. In the mean time, I shall blog.

Went for the John Little's sale yesterday. Managed to get my court shoes though it was the last pair. Tomorrow, I will have to collect my uniform and pass for the three days of work during the F1 period.

Watched The Ugly Truth on Saturday. It was super funny. I laughed until I cried. Seriously. I think I laughed the loudest along with the Indian people sitting in front of Tim and me. Wanted to watch The Time Traveller's Wife but sadly they were not showing it anymore.

I want to watch Grey's Anatomy season 5. Can anybody tell me where I can watch it clearly and without waiting so long for it to load please. :)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

When I'm with yall, I feel out of place. I feel like I don't belong to the group. I'm the odd one out, so to speak.

I try so hard to get your approval. However, each time I feel as though you don't see my achievements and how hard I work. You scold me all the time and I seem to be the only one getting scolded by you. I try so damn hard but you don't see anything. I just want you to be proud of me but, I don't know.

Things aren't the way it's suppose to be. Are we ever going to get over this issue? Are we even going to make it through this entire thing?

I feel like shit. Is it even possible to overcome this fucked up thing?

Word of the day: Subjective

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

You, Me, in our Little Happy World.

Everything will change,
But, love remains the same

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I am afraid.
Afraid to let my emotions out in the open where you can really see how pathetic I am.
Afraid to feel all the pain once I let my guard down.
A facade I am putting on to not let everyone see how soft and weak I truely am.
And I hate myself for that.


Coward. Dead end. Fixture. Failure. Working. Unsuccessful. Weak. Helpless. Stupid. Ego. Fear. Pain. Screwed. Down hill. Changed. Different. Difficult. Love.

Monday, September 14, 2009








What is happening to us?
We are going down hill.
You are fighting with me over everything,
Over reacting on the slightest things.
What ever happened to those happy times,
When we used to talk for hours
And laugh over everything.
Where problems existed but cease to affect us like how they do now.
What ever happened to us?
You are not happy even though you claim to be.

I just hope we are able to go back to the way things used to be.
Just You & Me living in our little Happy World.
Where everything seemed so right.

I think we've lost sight of what this whole entire thing actually means.
I think it is time for us to re-think this entire relationship.
To go back to the point of time,
When we were madly in love with each other
& enjoying each other's company.

I miss those times.
I miss spending countless of hours just being in your company.
I miss us not fighting.
I miss you.

Monday, September 07, 2009

Tanning/swimming with the girls today. But the sun was a disappointment.
Surprised Tim at Yishun followed my dinner at Popeyes.
I'm happy with my planning skills! :)
I love you. Hope you enjoyed the surprise.
<3

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Feb '09

I miss the KC clan. I miss the crazy gossips and the latest happenings. I missed out on this month's outing. :( Will be there for next month's outing for sure!!!

Hope tomorrow will be bright and sunny.

Outing with love on Tuesday. Wink. :)

Family chalet this weekend.

Tiffy's birthday on Saturday.

Goodbye all!

Thursday, September 03, 2009


Now you know how it feels when your plans are all screwed up.
Now you know how it feels when no one replies to your messages regarding your plans.
Now you know how it feels when practically everyone can't make it for your plans.
You are such a lousy planner. You can't plan for nuts.

I have nothing more to say. I just feel like laughing. What goes around comes around right. Sucker!!!

Sushi lunch with Tim tomorrow followed by an interview and KC class gathering.

I managed to complete reading Tuesdays with Morrie last night. A book with alot of meaning. It will definitely make you re-think your entire life.

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."
by Morrie Schwartz

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Happy Birthday Mommy! :)
Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers out there. (Including you my love)

Tim came back on Monday! Missed you much love. :) Managed to complete One Tree Hill season one. Now I'm waiting for season two to be ready! :)

I guess since the holidays are here, I shouldn't be wasting my time just catching up with shows right. So I will get some much needed reading done as well. Storybooks, here I come.

I feel like working to get some extra cash. But I feel so lazy to work. Tsk.

Okay goodbye now.