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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic
Thursday, March 18, 2010

Yesterday was a doubtful day. I allowed my feelings and thoughts to get in the way of my rational thinking. I kept on telling myself that I was foolish for feeling that way and yet I do not feel foolish. I believe what I felt and thought was appropriate. It made sense. I told you to put yourself in my shoes, only then did you perfectly understand where I was coming from. I know those things are things that you cannot control, in fact it is beyond your control, but is it wrong for me to feel as such? I don't think so.

Each time I say "You don't understand", I don't mean it. I know you get where I am coming from, I know you understand how I feel but at times, I just need to keep on saying that you do not understand me despite knowing you do. It just gives me a sense of security, or basically it just gives me a nice feeling knowing that you understand me.

Recently, plenty of different emotions seem to flow right through me. Emotions that make me emotional. I just need to be assured.