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trisha juliana lazaroo
8th november 1991
eurasian
catholic

Thursday, August 30, 2007

exams = stress
yet i dont feel anything . :/

computer is back , virus-free . :D not going to school tomorrow . its a waste of time . hope hope hope tomorrow will be a productive day . gotta complete my chinese tuition hmwk today . okay ive gotta call tim back & study & watch prison break at 1030 . i feel like whining . okay whatever trisha . today about half of my class left halfway during social studies . super cacat . haha . so came home at arnd 12 plus . tried to study abit . but it was impossible to cos my books produce damn sleeping gas ! okay currently everyone is in a bad mood . :/ well im in a happy mood . goodnight world . better study now before my mom nehs at me .

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

goodbye computer . you'll be leaving me for a day or two ; so that you'll get better , virus-free . :D

you apologised . what shall i do ? maybe i'll just write back telling you how i feel ? guess today was kinda awkward as i could feel the tension between us when you sat next to me . well , you really need to answer to your actions .

i passed my chinese prelim ! so did tong . :D im pleased with my english too . wish these were my nlevel marks . okay but its impossible . school was boring today . but at least i learnt a thing or two . some unknown aunty came to my place today . i need to start studying my social studies ! nlevels are in so little days time . tong told me the error . haha . im still stuck in the prelim time zone you see .

i just feel like going for a holiday away from all nonsense with just my storybooks , tim & my family . no stress , no worries .
i wish ...

i have a sudden fetish to read the dictionary .

Monday, August 27, 2007

prelims are over & im in the holiday mood . bleah . had lit today it was alright i guess . wanted to go for breakfast with tong yet i didnt want to . couldnt make up my mind ? it was raining so tong , sab & i walked in the rain . okay my blog is boring . period . i cant wait for nlevels to be over ! i wanna read my storybooks .

you're still not talking to me . how long more must this persist ? im actually sick & tired of everyday seeing your face & you not speaking to me . & when we must go back to school , youre sitting next to me for goodness sake ! unless youre gonna run to your friend & sit with her the whole time . suit yourself .

school is crap . they are depriving me of my holidays . we were suppose to have a break from tuesday to thusday but the damn school is making us go back on wednesday & thrusday ! wtffff . the only difference is we start later than the rest . nonsense i must say . && i study more when im at home compared to when im in school . school is so unproductive .

i must motivate myself to study social studies . i dread all the chapters except the sinhalese & tamil conflict chapter . chinese i would think is a sure fail & i hope im able to understand the passage for english .

i hate life .
the only few things that brightens my life up is
tim , shaheeraa , tong , && storybooks ! :DDD

you look so pretty , yes you do

Saturday, August 25, 2007

went to subway for dinner with tim . there wasnt anymore cookies ! && there were only two types of bread left . didnt get my oatmeal & raisin cookie . :/ then after that , tim & i headed to the mall . intended to get mom's birthday present but tracy said to get it tomorrow or something after we discuss . bought a magnetic bookmark , mints & cards . then took a slow stroll back home with tim , hand in hand drinking bubble tea . :DD life couldnt get any better . today made me realise that i need to go shopping ! its been long since ive had retail therapy . lalala . saw this pullover from fox . i want it ! the brown one would be nice . (: i wanna work at subway after nlevels . butbut no one wants to work with me . i want to read storybooks ! drown myself in romance books . i want to buy storybooks . mommy says i can buy storybooks with my book vouches after my nlevels .
I CANT WAIT ! :D

Friday, August 24, 2007

today i had chinese & math tuition . i was all alone during math tuition . was shocked ! bleahh . went to grandparent's place . my grandpa was a pirate for the day . (: after that , went with mom & tiffy to tm as tiffy was gonna meet her long lost friend there .

okay well today was a crap day . it made me think of the unthinkable . i just dont know if i can take it anymore . maybe im just lying to myself . maybe im not trying hard enough . or maybe pms is kicking in . i feel selfish . i dont want to share you , but i know thats impossible . you said you're stress , so maybe its best if we just take a break away from each other . so we'll have less to worry about , less to stress over . then maybe after everything is over & done with , we can get back to where we stopped ? maybe its the best for the both of us . but i dont want it that way , but maybe there is no other way out . but the thing im afraid is that if we stop where we are now , you might fail your major exam & i dont want that happening . so maybe i'll just leave things the way they are & just continue with our lifes . maybe i'll just try not to be selfish . maybe ...

this is not a game to me , trust me .
im sorry , but i do not know how to answer you .

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

chem & bio today was nonsense . if i actually pass , it'll be a miracle . i feel like going for a jog . but i have no one to jog with me . i must remember that math paper two starts at 1220 tomorrow . went for lunch with tong & sab today . its been a long time since i've actually talked talked to sab . (: tomorrow is the day ! tomorrow is the day when i can see timmmmm ! :D

you keep on ditching her , making her seem like a lost sheep . it isnt nice . you dont care about other people's feelings . you are a self centred bitch . stop thinking of yourself but for others . when you have a new friend , you ditch your old ones . & when you have no one , you come running back to your old friends . what crap is that . face the fact , you treat us as spare tyres .

well i shall have a bath then get on with my math . must start memorising all the formulas . all i know is that my prelims are screwed . gonna do super badly . :/ i need to study . i need motivation ! why dont i have discipline to study unlike others . ooh yes im waiting for my song from sabrina !

oohwells . goodbyee !

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

im doomed ! chem & bio papers are tomorrow & ive not started anything yet . i think they should make geog as the last paper . arghh . okay im just feeling lazy . oohwells . gonna fail . BLEAH !

finally found out why she isnt talkig to me . its so fucked up . i dont see how being mean & being controlling link . you told them that im petty . well if you are not talking to her cos she is talking to me then i think youre the petty one . & in what way am i petty ? you are the one who loves to busted your friends . you treat us as spare tyres . especially her ! she is so blind that she cant see that you dont wanna partner her . she is blinded by this so called "friendship" of yours . a friendship where you keep on busted-ing her . you are the fucked up one . no one else but you . since you say im controlling , i wont talk to you so i'll give you your freedom . you said that you'll only talk to me when things cool down . well let me tell you , i wont let this matter cool down . stop talking behind my back bitch . if you're not happy with something tell me . dont just leave me hanging there .


forget it . talking about it is making me all agitated . you may be a bitch to me but i know i have tim who is my best friend , & my boyfriend , tong who is my true friend & shaheeraa who is my bestest best friend . & i love them to bits ! :DDDDDDDD well geog & math paper one today . math was quite alright . geog was ........ horrible ?

Monday, August 20, 2007


so young so innoncent
her thinking is so young
she doesnt understand a thing
i may get so irritated with her at times
but overall i still love her
cos she is my sister .

had chinese paper two today . it was crap . i did the paper rubbishly . okay whatever its over . after the paper , went to mac with tong . had breakfast & the amount of sodium my breakfast contained was scary . tomorrow is geog & math paper one . okay geog is a sure fail . i hope the facts can stay in my head tomorrow . all that ive learnt .
im proud of tim ! love love love you ! :D

Saturday, August 18, 2007

yesterday had tuition . after tution met tim had subway ! :D after dinner met pete & niven & walked home . tong why arent you coming to school ! i miss you . i just wannt vent everything at you ! bleah . pass few days have been sitting with sharifah & fareesha . fun talking to them .

im feeling crap .

i miss my friend . the times we used to talk & crap . when you used to tell me all your problems about guys making you go crazy . those boys-are-cows days . ooh how i miss those days . i miss those times you confide in me . but yet now i feel that she is taking you away ? forget it .

you dont tell me what i did wrong & now you arent talking to me . you say im mean so tell me in what way . you just happily ignore me . & you go around telling people stuffs about me . wtffff . i have no idea whats going on in your oh-so-small-mind . fine . since you say im mean , i'll be mean , towards you !

you keep on taking away all my friends . whats wrong with you . are you fake towards me ? i feel that way . well you must know that your best friend actually didnt want to take home your hmwk . i was the one that had to ask her to take home your work . well you'll never know the truth . why should you bother about how we feel about you getting back together with him . its not our relationship . its yours . not mine , not hers but yours ! you gave definitions about true friends , well open your eyes & you'll see who are your true friends & who are not .

prelims are literally around the corner ! i've not studied yet . oooh man . i have no sense of urgency . irritating ! nlevels are coming too . screw school , screw exams .

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

thank you Lord

people tend to take things for granted ,
only when they lose it ,
then they'll regret .

tell your parents that you love them everyday .
for when they're gone ,
you'll regret not letting them know how much you love them .


certain things have happened & made me realise that life is short .
i love my family .
i love my boyfriend .
i love my friends .

Thursday, August 09, 2007

happy 42nd birthday singapore ! :D

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

played badminton with tiffy just now . its been long since ive played . tong didnt come to school . had pe today . volleyball gave me bruses . but the company was fun . tomorrow is the day . 8th august , 26 months !! :DDD okay should i go to school tomorrow ? arghhh . mrL gave us two sets of math papers ! he is crazy . main point , "my life sucks" . period . goodbye .

Friday, August 03, 2007

so social studies & chinese paper one prelims were today . shall not talk about it .
i feel like reading storybooks .
my blog is getting more boring by the second .
goodbye .
ooh yes before i forget ,
i love timothy francis lim zhi liang ! :D